Hey babe, you have better things to do.
Better people to meet.
Better ones for you.
Get a move on.
Life won't wait.

Okay, last night was eventful. Workout down the drain, that's for sure.

It was Kim's birthday and she invited us over for a pre-lash and a night out to Newcastle. Was awkward. I don't know why the English's (or caucasians in general) idea of fun is DRINKING DRINKING AND DRINKING. i get bored drinking. or maybe it's the people... ya but anyway, it was lame. but the lousiana shit lorna got was bloody subtly strong and i was hammered by the time we got to newcastle. all i saw in that lousy pub/club that kim's bf's cousins brought us to was the toilet, the bar and the floor (where i very discretely puked on, no one knew hahaha). lorna ushered me out and we got our asses in a cab (FUCK EXPENSIVE) and back to the durham bubble. sadly, i puked on myself in the cab and the driver was like 'if you guys vomit in my cab, it's gonna be 80pounds.' ya, i cringed in my drunken state and very strategically directed incoming vomit on my chest instead... and once we got off the cab, WE RAN FOR THE HOUSE HAHAHA. i only got some stuff on the seat la, it wasn't like really bad or anything but just in case. im so thankful for lorna man. my angmoh best friend.

so the moral of this story is, don't have yogurt and granola before a night out.
nasty stuff.

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

Tmr marks the end of week 2 for the workout regime i picked up. Weight still the same :( 500g lighter doesn't really count right? :( But anyway, weight is about the same, but fat ratio definitely gone down. Like at the beginning i could squeeze SO MUCH FAT from my tummy that it made me want to slap myself. Ya, but i'm glad to say hard work does pay off.. and i've got rid of quite a bit off my mid-section. Still LOTS OF ROOM for improvement!! JIGGY YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!

I would marry:
Sashimi
Cupcakes
Someone who bakes cupcakes
Fisherman
Owner of a Japanese restaurant
Ryan Gosling

It's nice to feel wanted by someone, isn't it?

You know what's my favourite thing about living out?
I can sit naked in my room, walk out of the bathroom bare-skinned and dripping wet.. likeaboss.
& no one will walk in without knocking :)

Not gonna forget

I'm so happy that i have all of you.

Just got back not long ago from our Chinese New Year event. It was okay.. though there's much room for improvement. On my part, i think i could have handled some things a lot better, but still.. i think i fulfilled what was asked of me. I'm not really satisfied with HER performance. I mean, you are technically the representative of our society, so shouldn't you at least show your face for like... most part of the event? Aiya, i don't know la.

And honestly, maybe cause I'm too picky or what, but Singaporeans here are just... different. I would think maybe i find it hard to get along with people because I already have a group of friends that I can rely on, so i don't find the need to get that close to new friends. But i don't think it's the case anymore. I've met new friends whom i can get along with and who i can say are people i'll be close to for the next decade.. but people here, they'll be gone from my life as soon as i graduate. Not the kind that i would keep in contact with, not the kind that i would say, 'hey, let's meet up and catch up!' I'm just talking about the Singaporeans here. People who grew up in the same environment, who were immersed in the same culture, but regardless, so very different.

It's so sad. And i do try, but we are all of different natures that don't match that well. I mean, we all get along but not swimmingly well.

Aiya. Pek chek. Just dampened my mood. I really wanted a cigarette just now (i know, becoming a bad habit) because i felt so FUUUUUUUUUU. I know, i know, I'm not going to. I replaced it with a glass of red wine. Calming my nerves. I think working out really does improve your mood. Really wanna work out now just to sweat all these emotions out.

I wanna spend chinese new year with people i love :( Jiggy, just 1.5 more years and you'll be out of here!! These 3 years will no doubt be one of the best experiences of my life, but I can't stand being away from my friends and family.

When I wake up, I can only think of one thing.

When I go to bed, I can only think of one thing.

Bite my head off, will you?

Fuck the distance

You would think that after finding myself in the same situation for the THIRD FUCKING TIME, i would be more used to it. But nooo. I still hate this feeling. HATE IT TTM :( It's so torturous. And every night, you go to bed thinking that love conquers all, love will win, love this, love that.. but in all honesty, sometimes it doesn't.

Life is unpredictable.
Shit happens.

And when they do, just suck it up and move on.

I'd like to think there are many fishes in the ocean.
But i worry. And i feel stupid that I'm worried, because I'm still YOUNG.

:(

Been working out consecutively for the past five days.. but i think the first 3 don't count because the cardio program i was following was really a walk in the park (not trying to be cocky or what, but it honestly was). just started on a new program yesterday and so far, i'm really enjoying it :) not gonna bother too much about calorie counting, but i'm watching what i eat. had way too much junk food last year.. cookies, cakes, chocolates etc. every single week without any sign of control. not gonna be the case this term! 2months, 8 weeks, i'm gonna work my butt off and this time i really really mean it.

is it easier if you don't put a label on it?